Yeah, I didnt think that there'd be an answer i was looking for, but i appreciate the honest opinion. Its the weirdest thing, I drive all the time, 4 hours a day, i nearly miss accidents by a second and dont care whatsoever. Something bad happens, i dont really care. Then one girl has the power to make me weak. Its almost too crazy to believe.
MGShogun: 2 years ago, I was with this girl whose I thought I'd spent the rest of my life with.
But on day, she brutally crushed my heart on the morning of the day we were to move in together and I was force to do serious self analysis.
So what I did was:
Find new hobbies. Meet new people. Get myself out of my personal comfort zone. Traveling little more.
I hit up the anime con just for the experience and join the anime club to meet the people.
I even join the cosplay community and it works for me. I even meet some of my dearest and precious friends that way.
That way, I manage to forget about her and just move on with my life. It helps that I blog heavily about my experience so it shows me how far I have come in short period.
Dude, just move on with your life. Life is not going to hold your hand. You gotta do it yourself and jump out of your comfort zone.
What you just said, is what i will try. There's a gaming and roleplaying group in my area. Meets once a week. Ill probably go there to meet some people.